I cause havoc on my note pads tonight than usual

My head riot with the picture images

And my mind becomes too loud for it.

Jamie’s sound keeps my head afloat

And a strange calm flood in like smoke

I’ve stayed the longest out of my comfort zone

And I still found comfort within Josh reach

I need more alcohol and darkness

But the blue light old sounds from Jamie’s

Beats still gives me the pleasing darkness to do this

I think I’ve not made any sense having to hold my drink cup with my mouth

And glance over Josh just to catch a peak.